hi low.. i hate myself rite now so expect me to b kind of weird lately.. its like one minute im like OMG my life is so cool pink is the shit. i want to marry matt im so happy.. the next i want to stab someone/something.. and torture them.. im going crazy.. its like everytime im in a good mood someone destroys it. i hate you fuckers that do that to me.. (not u ally or becky or alisha or matt or brett or evan or thomas or karisa) just other ppl.. gr.. well.. im out.. going to go stab my kitty.. (my stuffed kitty)

feeling like shit today.. i need a major hug.. plz.. somebody..

ok.. so the person who shall remain unnamed.. is ok. it was lexapro they took and this person just needed to sleep and wear it off.. this person is majorly grounded but they will be fine and people should just quit talking about it. its over with its done.. just.. stop

You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're really cheesy! Have fun with the entire football team. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your like Vodka....... A complete wild party animal. you bring out the beast in even the most reserved. you're loud annd confident, and just ou to have fun. the life and soul of the party. you are sexy and you know it - using it to your best advantage you get what you want and laugh while you're doing it. Positive out look on life - but perhaps a bit crazy for most people! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You are LaFawnduh You have style, poise, and know what you want in life and how to get it. you also have access to some sweet mix tapes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You have little faith in yourself and usually find escape in some sort of addicting substance or yourself. You would rather torture others above anything else. You regularly skip school and when you go, always tend to ditch a certain class. Some classmates can fear you while others pity you...and your family. (No offense) Your cruel behavior and abject personality tends to single you out from the crowd...and you prefer life this way at times. However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and force you seek a way to silence it. But be warned, your path is dangerous... but only a strong person can walk this road. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You are Heroin (aka: smack, dope, brown sugar...). You are the most dangerous drug between all other kinds. You are bold, deep, dark, mysterious, have your own world. You are classified as class (A) illegal drugs. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- You are Bondage Bear you like kinky stuff, like handcuffs and ropes. probly spanking too, you dirty bear. okay so maybe sometimes people think you're kinda weird. you dont care! what you do is fun for you and whoever you're doing it with, so screw those prudes. it's not like you're hurting anyone...... that doesnt want it anyhow. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either lost somebody you love or somebody broke you heart so bad that you can't pick up the shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You think nobody can heal your wounds but don't stop looking because you never know who loves you enough to try hell the one special guy could be right infront of your eyes and you don't even know it.You also love to day dream because it seems like the only place that makes you happy.BBut little do you know that people all around you are trying to make you happy and you won't let them in fearing you'll get another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just try and if things go wrong just brush it off and try again.It never hurts to try.One more thing never let that lost love one leave you heart keep them in forever and keep their memory alive. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ You are the fairy of Fire! You are quite strong and powerful, people look up to you greatly and often seek your protection. You have the ability to gain many friends. Not everyone is capable of leadership but you certainly have the willpower and flare to do it. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you are the "I hate you so bad" happy bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your not ashamed of it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You are GOTHIC! Sometimes you might feel like you just want to escape! sometimes u feel like there might be no point living! Alot of people get this feeling. Most times youd like to be on your own and away from people. You would be cold towards others, its probably because you just cant trust anyone. Maybe you should loosen up a bit and find som1 you can trust. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.

i failed my fucking drivers test.. wtf. i passed it the first time.. then ppl r sayin shit abt me and dillon wtf ppl mind ur own god damn business im happy now so fuck off!!! anyways. on a happier note.. i got nymphetamine fix for my page. yay! well i guess im gonna go.. laterness

Im in NC yay! its sooo cool! we're right on the ocean, im havin a blast i miss all my buddies plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz call me my cell is broke so just leave a message and i will get it laterz.

Ok.. now i cant breathe and i have food poisoning!!! ahh!!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!!!

im sick yet again.. damn it. i fucking hate germs!! ahh!!!!!!! yea. anyways. im really really really bored.. i need someone to talk to..

im really tired.. but i thought i should write. if you havent heard cradle of filth dl them they r the shit. lol. i went to a 30 hour famine this weekend it was fun!!!! kinda. the ppl there were almost all preppies so mua and evan scared them all away from us, the wouldnt talk to the "dark gothic ppl" lmfao. it was great. i loved it. go us!!! but anyways i feel like im gonna throw up again. c-ya laterz.

i got my nose peirced for my sixteenth birthday even tho im not sixteen yet. lol. im gettin there. alot of my family despises it. but i just said screw it i like it and u can bite me if u dont. i think im gettin my belly button done there too. (at the asylum) the guy there is really nice.if any of you fuckers from conneaut lake call my cousin a fag i swear to god i will kick your ass. ok now im out luv ya all peace!